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Yes. My parents first died over the summer a week apart and then my son who suffered from asthma died at the end of September. My marriage is on the rocks because she blames me for bringing covid into the house. I had one vaccine shot at the time but caught covid before I could get my second.

My life is a wreck and I have no idea what to do anymore. I don't think it is worth it to exist.

Sorry in advance for my rant but I am so lost and confused. I was diagnosed the other day and now my son too, except he has a fever of almost 40 and says he can't breathe! He's just a child! No hospital is taking him! How can this be happening?! This is so unfair. I just lost my parents and I can't stand the thought to lose him too.

It feels so weird to be a statistic this time. Took care washing my hands, staying away from others as much as I could, always masked. I only just got my vaccine coupon so that was late, yeah.

Voucher, please! I am ready to forge one at this point. I was supposed to get it this month.